Friday, April 23, 2010

有感

这几天就看到一些比较悲的事情,蛮有感触地

昨天就在jusco看到一看男生,大概是10多岁吧,跟家人逛街逛到一半,突然好像没有力,感觉好像是痉挛,然后全身无力,就瘫在身边的人身上,感觉真的是很可怜,结果他的家人就扶着他找地方坐。好奇心作祟,一直偷看到底是什么事情,但是又很害怕这种举动会伤到他的家人

在前一天,也是在jusco,先是被一个造型很酷的男孩吸引,大概4岁吧,头发超酷的,牵着哥哥的手。很快,我的目光就一直停在他哥哥身上了。他哥哥脚部应该是有缺陷,走路就很外八,好像企鹅一样,就是不能够正常的走路,感觉要跌倒跌倒一样。

之前,有看报纸,有个孩子,刚出世,脸部长瘤,到了不懂几岁,瘤已经过大,撑大了脸,鼻孔已经没了,眼睛瞎了,剩下眼皮,味觉也没了,也不能说话了。如果还筹不到钱动手术,应该也活不久了。又听说之前报纸有登,有个孩子,天生就是没有五官,整张脸,没有眼,没有鼻,只有嘴巴。不过嘴巴也是畸形,呈莲花的形状。结果他的父母决定把他送进孤儿院之类的地方,总之就是决定不要这个孩子了

最近看了很多这种事情,就觉得很有感触。以前总是想,如果以后生孩子,孩子最好是很帅很美,又可爱又听话。现在观念好像有点转变了,终于可以明白妈妈以前跟我讲的,只要孩子平安出世,四肢健全,是正常的就已经很高兴了,哪里还管好不好看。这真的是做父母的心情啊

感恩!

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

有時候

有時候,也許,我該放慢腳步,看看世界,看看周圍的人,事,物。。。

記得!

Friday, March 19, 2010

18/9~19/3 this half year~~~

time flies~~~

18/9...i was having harmonica performance at esplanade, playing "17 comes sunday". after the show, i had supper with some HO friends. and probably, that's a "pause" for me in my harmonica time....

19/9, the first day i started working...since then, my life is full of challenges and excitement.

it's been half a year since i started working. this half year, i feel i m really happy with my job.

when i started working, i always encountered few Qs. "y don't u work at sg? earn SGD is good ma", "what a waste? how come u work in the area which is totally different from ur study?", etc...so far, i think i have answered these kind of Qs quite well? hope so, haha. thanks for every concern ppl gave, i believe what i choose is what i want. =D

this half year, i think i saw, learnt, and experienced a lot of things which i never had chance to experience it before. although it's like having war everyday, rush here rush there, but i like it, really like it. when i knew that my hardwork is worth of it, i feel great pleasure. i know that every little thing i do now, is the every brick i gonna use to build my castle. that's what KB said "A dream does not come reality through magic; it takes sweat, determination and hardwork!".

this 0.5 year, besides the gain from work, i lost sth...i seldom had chance to meet zy, hard to meet friends. i had never got chance to play soccer since then. i feel a bit sorry to cy, coz i feel that he had high expectation on me, but i just cant commit to him anymore. and probably, i had put too much pressure to my parents too.

anyway, this is just a start for me. a starting journey for me to b a man, to shoulder the burden of a family. i will follow my route and try my best to succeed in my career. and of course, to take care of my family.

i will try to achieve my target. i believe! and that's how miracle comes from